Today I just don't have the words. Actually yes I do. Pissy. I am definitely pissy. I'm done with stupid, crappy, low paying jobs and stupid supervisors. I'm done with being nice and doing more. I'm just fucking done.
I go on unemployment after Friday until late July. Which is good. Because if I wasn't I'm honestly not sure that I wouldn't quit before then.
In the meantime, I am looking. Looking for new opportunities. All sorts.
I'm ready to be out.
I want so much. A lot it seems.
My want list:
A clean house
Grateful children
To be alone sometimes
To feel better
To workout more
To not stress about getting fired over education
To not be forced into going back to school when I am not even sure it's what I want
To drive without having to calculate how much gas money I am burning and if we can afford it
To know if Uncle Sam is going to take Corey away
And if he does, to know how long it will be
To go to Missouri-with Kasey
To go to Hawaii (eventually)
To go on training runs with Melon
To do more bike rides with Melissa
To not be annoyed whilst on the telephone
To get out of this freakin sucky rut.
I want to be better. To get better.
Oh and to not be pissy.
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